Stay healthy
It is really hard to stay hydrated and healthy through a long journey. 4 weaks before our tour I started to eat less junk food and it was terribly hard challenge for me who doesn't love anything more than junk food, cheeseburgers and french fries.
Even though it was only 4 days but I felt bad at the end because I didn't get that amount of sleep I needed so I was exhausted all the time and my legs were hurting like crazy. On the marked- on Sunday- we bought some mineral water, tea and some blueberries as well cause they are my ultimate favorites. The prices weren't as horroristics as we first thought but not too cheap either. I tried to eat as much as it was possible in the morning like around 9 a-m- because we hadn't got time for a lunch only when we got back home at around 5 or 6 p.m.- and it was already dinner time and I was starving.
I nearly failed eating enough food to get energy from but it worked out somehow surprisingly.
Even though it was only 4 days but I felt bad at the end because I didn't get that amount of sleep I needed so I was exhausted all the time and my legs were hurting like crazy. On the marked- on Sunday- we bought some mineral water, tea and some blueberries as well cause they are my ultimate favorites. The prices weren't as horroristics as we first thought but not too cheap either. I tried to eat as much as it was possible in the morning like around 9 a-m- because we hadn't got time for a lunch only when we got back home at around 5 or 6 p.m.- and it was already dinner time and I was starving.
I nearly failed eating enough food to get energy from but it worked out somehow surprisingly.
Stay motivated
Through out the days I've spent abroad with my mom and her boyfriend I felt a bit homesick. I tried to use less social media and internet for a while but my friends totally freaked out when I wasn't online for more than 12 hours. It was important for them to know how I was doing and if I had something good news to tell. That's why I started the blog and uploading pictures cause I felt like I need some detox. Sometimes I felt really alone and exhausted and even at night when I could not sleep there was someone who always stayed up all night long to talk to me and help me through this anxiety thing and depressed feeling. Sometimes I felt like an orphan baby bear who was left near the road and it has to watch the cars passing by with all the perfect families in them.
So it's a huge thank you and greating for these people who stayed with me all the time and informed me about what was up at home- so thank you so much it ment the world.
So it's a huge thank you and greating for these people who stayed with me all the time and informed me about what was up at home- so thank you so much it ment the world.
Youtube and my music was there for me and I'd like to share with you some of my songs I listened through my journey to Brussels. Hope you'll enjoy them.
Stay who you are
I went there to change. I needed a little time to myself to put together every single piece of me to find myself. My personality is not flawless and I tried to do anything to change myself to something else I did not really was. I had to find the way I want to live my days and this trip lead me to my future careers and goals. I never atcually had any life goals. I've already made a bucket list but it doesn't really count as a goal... I wanted to be a princess, a journalist, a director- films or thearte it did not matter- , an astronaut, a script-writer, a Youtube-star... and so on. And I change my mind in every week. Right now I want to be a flight attendant but who knows what will I say 2 weeks later...